Under My Feet

So this is how it feels to suffer
 And I had so much to say
 But it's over now
 And I'm going down
 Alone, alone

 I've no guarantees
 I'll recognize my disease
 Before my time has gone
 It's all I've found
 Can't get the hell off the ground
 Out from under my feet

 Promises and wishes all mean nothing
 When it's me that I'm speaking to
 Wanting something
 Won't mean I will see it through

 I don't need to see these visions to remind me
 That I'm dying from the inside out
 Wanting you here
 Still means I must do without

 I can't criticize your reasons for living
 When I'm the one missing them
 Wanting, dreaming 
 That I may find where they come from

 Find where they come from
 Where they come from

 I dream you
 And I want to
 Be near you

 I can't get up out from under my feet

 I've tried to
 But can't get it through
 I need to
 God is all I've found
 Can't get the hell off the ground
 Out from under my feet

 So this is how it feels, you suffer
 And you had so much to say
 But it's over now
 You're finally going down
 Alone, alone