Birthday Pony

This is a birthday pony 
This is a strange kind of rest 
Because i feel like a guest when I'm right here at home 
I'm not right here at home 
I opened up these accounts 
All these separate accounts 
Because I can't comprehend the single ride to the end 
I needed something to do and so I split into two 
But now the pattern takes hold 
I find I'm losing control 
Laugh boy 
I don't want to be free 
This is a birthday pony