Days Away

that's me staring out my window 
different man than i was before 
i was scared with no hesitation
kept me running for the door

when i spoke 
well my words fell away yeah 
into something that i can't deny 
i was confronted by a nasty reputation ???
a never ending circle washed me up to see the lie
in my mind that was ever so elusive 
hidden deep beneath a plastic shine 
i had to wonder if i'd ever really figure out 
what it was i was trying to find 
so along was i ever thinking 
did i ever really understand 
i was covered by a wave of confusion 
showing in my shaking hands tonight 
i was in a situation 
did i wanna just take control or run 
but i never checked my opinion 
still just laying silent in the sun

days away 
the one mistake that i made
days away
coming in the air to save me now