The Moment You've Realized You Are Nothing to Anyone

I can still smell you on my sheets

and now i know what it feels like to be crushed 

and now i know what it feels like to be a novelty 

and now i know what it feels like to be drowned 

by someone you love 

its all over but im still choking on the lies

its all over but im still choking

its all over but im still choking on the lies

how can we go on living line after line 

i can only stitch myslef up so many times 

how can all this have happened in less than a day, less than a day?

then again it wouldnt have been the first time you threw us away 

i've waited so long for someone like you 

to fill my days with ruin 

every smile is a painful reminder 

of how i let you continue 

all the tears in the world could never stop,

could never stop you or all the heart breaking wreckage that you did

i love that i cant get enough but i'd be lying if i said that i didn't expect 

it 

you've past me twice and our eyes haven't met again 

you turned my world into remnants of blood in my sink 

will you pick up the pieces again? 

or let them fall to ashes in yor pretty hands 

you walk all over me 

it's all over but im still choking on the lies 

you walk all over me 

the pain ensues 

knives can only go so deep 

you have penetrated the hardest of hearts

and now i cant help but return the favor