demons

I’m scared to death 
Of myself 

I can"t feel anything 
I can"t feel anything 
I have become the pain 
I have become my own demons 

I"m tired of being a punk 
yeah, like I ever was 
I"m tired of being myself 
yeah, like I ever am 

like a quarter dug out of a homeless man"s pocket 
like a finger torn out from the socket 
I tried it and I knock it 
I"m just mad, "cause nobody wants to steal my soul 

I"m tired of being made up 
yeah, like I ever am 
I"m tired of being tied down 
yeah, like I ever was 

Turn the radio on 
to the techno station 
keep it a few points off, so it sounds all ruff 
Then it matches my head 
all static with the meters in the red 
I"m feeling half dead 

feel the demons rise 
let the mercury rise 
I can"t close my eyes